2AM! Have been listening to their songs for the past few weeks. cos' it's SUPER nice! (: esp. 'I Did Wrong' & 'Can't Let You Go Even If I Die'.
listen to these songs like umpteen times.-uncountable. hahas :D
Love them esp SEULoNG! hehs.
OMY. Now is like past 1am le. I haven't finish my mountain-high of homework.
& this week gonna be a SuPER busy week cos' got 2 Department Tests.
OMY! 要我的命啊！
think for the rest of this week gonna stay back late in school again le.
to study of course. hahs.
加油啦，思漪!(:
-my heart seems not to let you go.
Woah. Today going to go home, then it rained. heavily.Have to wait till 7pm then can go home.This week has been going home so late. Around 6pm.So tired lorhs. Average sleeping time is like 4hrs and less. NoT ENOuGh!have to keep drinking COFFee to keep myself awake. ):Yeah, just as what Shiya has said. Heard a very funny story/experience.Hahas. He now still angry lor.& don't dare to... (for those who know what I'm saying)Hahas. Now just going start doing my homework. Gonna sleep late again.Hehs. Will update soon again. I hope. (: Loves. when seeing you again. I feel nothing.I promise myself. not to think of all these things again.
What's wrong with me? I'm feeling down since yesterday night.
I had knew something which I shouldn't have listen to in the first place.
Ruin my mood & everything till now. Now. ):
& today is just a BAD day. Had waken late for the GSC Project.
& everything seems to went wrong.
when I'm in front of the others, I would control my tears well.
But why? when I'm alone, my tears will flow out endlessly and uncontrollably.
I have to be strong. I told myself.
Am I the cause of everything? Everything seems to went wrong with me around.
No one understands. I thought they would. But they don't.
Lost. Don't know what should be the next step.
Blank mind. My heart is numb. No feelings at all.
Just for this moment. Or just for today. I hope.
Everything should start well tmr. Tmr will be a brand new day.
Everything BAD should end today.
I hope. Seriously. I prayed.
Lost of words~Have been thinking what to blog about recently, but nothing special.Everyday is the same old routine: 6am wake up, 7am go school, around 4pm will go home again.Nothing much right?I really hope that this can get over fast. Really want to live my life to the fullest.But can't.Have been thinking about something recently, however still can't get the answer.I seriously don't know why, I still hanging on with it. I'm tired.Hahs. Don't understand? Never mind. Cos' I don't understand it myself.Have been cramping alot of things inside my mind, wanted to say it out,but Lost of Words again.Yeah, shouldn't think of all these things now right?Yepps, I agree.Many things have been changing, I just can't adapt to the changes.Have I changed? Or have you? Again, I don't know the answer.Okay, actually nothing much. Came here to speak it out.But still keeping some as well. Cos' still lack of the courage.Hahs. Get Over It Soon! Now is in love with Minho (SHINee) & Seulong (2AM)However, still Missing my Hangeng! (:Sign off, Sze YeeY
