My dearest diary,
为什么要我做我不喜欢的事情啊? 我知道那有可能是为我好，但我就是不喜欢嘛. 自己不喜欢的事情做了哪会开心啊? 哪里可以这个样子啊? 气死我了啦!! 啊......，现在的心情超不好的，希望睡了一觉明天醒来就好了. D;
突然想起曾经有人问我一个问题，我给了他一个答案，但现在我才发现那个答案根本不是答案，更不是解决问题的方法.
"怎样才能忘记一个你喜欢或爱的人?"
"喜欢上另一个人吧，那你就能忘了他."
现在才发现这其实根本不容易，真正喜欢上了一个人，是不可能这么轻易地把他给忘记的. 以前的我是多么的傻，竟然给了他这么一个答案. 但是，以后我再也不会跟别人这么说了.
其实真正的忘记，是不需要努力的.
HOHOHO!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ;D
hahahs.
SANTA is here, tell me all your wishes.
I'm really happy today, okay I mean yesterday. Not because of the Christmas Celebration, but I finally find a job that I really want. I can't believe it myself that I'm going to work in UNIVERSAL STUDIO!! :D ;D oh gosh, I'm really excited right now. I really hope everything goes on smoothly and Zhiting gets the job as well. So, we can get to work together with LOTS OF FUN!! So,
SANTA. Now you've known my wishes, please grant it. hahahs.
& a
NEW YEAR is coming. I just hope 2011 comes faster cos' 2010 is not a good year for me. I want to start a brand new life in a brand new year. :P
With much love,
Szeyee
CRAZY FAMILY.
Hahahs, I mean my family.
You know what!? Yesterday, my bro switched on the TV and saw FOX broadcasting 'The Walking Dead' and then the whole family started to sit down & watch. & then we realised it's the Walking Dead Marathon, it'll continuously be played from 11plus to 4.10am. & we watch continuously like a movie. Oh no. xD But, the show is really nice & SCARY!! Imagine all the zombies. hahahs.
10.41pm.
around one more hour.
to start my life with a no. 18.
OLDER. but like Zhiting has said, more MATURE.
hahahs. Birthday Celebration@Pizzahut with friends. & bowling after that. :D One word: HAPPY! LOVE them. Really appreciated what they have done. Those prezzies, the birthday cake, the birthday card, the CELEBRATION! (((:
Bakers: Shiya & Siemin (: 世界上独一无二的哦!!
& the card beautifully done. luvluv. (:
STATUE OF LIBERTY: Wenlin 姐姐
and now 17 years of my life is going to pass. It reminds me not to waste my time anymore.
Must 珍惜what I have now. my family. my friends. & everything.
SPECIAL THANKS TO: ZHITING.SHIYA.XIANGQIN.SIEMIN.RUIYANG.WENLIN.
PHOTO CREDITS: AH YA. AH YANG.
By the way, diary. Do you know what I wish for my birthday?? hahahs.
1st wish: I wish that all the people around me will be healthy, happy no worry all year round.
2nd wish: I wish I can find a job that I like soon.
3rd wish: hahahs. 秘密. (:
I REALLY hope that these three wishes can come true. PLEASE. xD
ohya, going out with daddy, mummy & bro tomorrow to Suntec. Hope we enjoy ourselves. :D
**next time people ask me my age, I've to tell them is 18, not seventeen anymore. ):
Went for the job interview on Monday. Hope I can got in. Hope they'll call me these few days.
ohya, thought that day can go Orchard to see the festive lightings, in the end I not feeling too well after the movie, Narnia. & went home after that. ):
haish, was thinking of alot of things after watching a music video on cable tv.
Dear diary,
你知道吗?其实,我已经有听过曹格所唱的“爷爷”,今天无意间看到了他的MV.里面最后所写的一句话好像,好像是爷爷想跟我们所说的一句话.他说: "我走的时候太急了,没有跟你说再见,现在特别,来跟你说声再见. 最近,又时常地想起爷爷了,妈咪说你突然会想起爷爷是因为他就在你身傍.还记得去年的生日是在马来西亚庆祝的,爷爷还在,我们还一起拍了全家福.爷爷你现在在天堂还过的好吗?
以前,我一直都以为都是婆婆在照顾爷爷,可是其实他们俩都是互相维持的,一起出国,到哪里都是在一起. 其实,没有了一个都不行,根本不能活得更快乐,更自由.
那天,婆婆还跟我说就快过年了,可是团圆饭却少了爷爷.....
Hahahs. We have a small gathering on Saturday at Jurong Point after catching a movie, Harry Potter. Argh, has been late for the movie for around 20min, missed the infront part. ): Anyway, mitup with my secondary school friends. Hasn't been seeing them for a long long time. ohya, Wenlin went for the JYP audition, and I waited for her for 6 hours!! (should have bring something there to read. real bored.)
okay, that's all. will be going for a interview later. Wish me luck!! ^.^
then after interview, going with Mummy and Peiyee for movie and then Orchard. SEEYA!
From now on, I'll keep this bloggie as my little diary, just like as before.
I can pen down my thoughts whenever and wherever I am. Hahahs.
Either HAPPINESS or unhappiness. Just like now, I flip through my little diary, all the events flash through my mind. I want to keep track of my beautiful memories.
Dear Diary,
I always want to be a PILOT. It has always been my dream.
Piloting an airplane, flying in the blue sky and white clouds floating around you like cotton candy. SWEET. & the smart pilot's uniform. COOL. But, it's only my dream. I can't be a pilot either physically or academically. I'm not above 1.65m and not to say my academic results.
So, dreams SHATTERED!! );
I LOVE to see airplanes. I went to airport with Zhiting on Thursday, to see airplanes of course hahahs. I've a GREAT time there, love the time that you can just sit by the viewing gallery, worry about nothing and just looking at the airplanes. Others may think it's a bored-to-death thing, but to me, it's a place to really relax. Hahahs. ^.^
I really hope I can find the job I want soon!! & next week looking forward to meet my secondary school friends. Really long didn't see them le. Oh ya, tmr is the graduation night. Hope wenlin have fun!! & come back to tell me stories. Hahahs. Okay, right now in malaysia. (: going out to eat my dinner. Got alot of things I want to eat. Sure get fatter when I go back S'pore. T.T
Signing off,
Szeyee
