It has been a long time since I came here for my previous post. I always wanted to blog, but I just don't have time. Truthfully speaking, I don't know if I was unsure of something or just wanted to 逃避. I really don't wish to think/wonder about something that is so unrealistic, so I just 一天过一天. I don't have any plans for the future. Neither would I wish to plan right now. That's why I'm worried for my own self in the days to come. Just like a wooden boat, floating at the surface of the water, in the middle of the ocean, can't catch a sight of any island.
In fact, I've so much to say that I don't know where should I start. So much that I start to forget. So much that I'm too tired to tell. So much that it's too painful to bear. Well, another problem came to me today. Every single week is like has one or two shocking news that I really need some time to accept and left me there pondering. Can you ever give me some SURPRISES rather than all these SHOCKING news?! The more I know, the more I realised the ugly truth.
Okay, think right now, I'm not in the right state of mind to say all of these. I shall stop blabbering, and go to sleep. & believe that tomorrow will be a better day.
*The other part of me: Stop deceiving yourself, please! Choose to know the truth, rather than staying in the literal world with pack of lies. Right?
好快哦，一个月又这样的过去了，今天就是新年除夕了. 完全没有以往所有的感觉，没有焦虑，没有紧张，没有因为有四天的假期而开心，但却还是抱着一些些的期待. 一切都顺其自然吧，不再去强求太多.
最近也好忙哦，连续做了四天的工，每一天回到家就冲凉睡觉了. 根本没有多余的时间和精神去想一些事情. 一些事情听听就算了，也不会去顾虑得太多，不知是好还是坏. 一些东西也不敢去想太多，怕一有了开始，就会没完没了. 总之，我对这种事情总是没缘，又何必去想太多呢?
新的一年，新的开始吧! 也是时候赚多一点的钱，好好的打算如何花在有益处的地方，充实一下自己了. 也是时候要改变自己，自己的态度，行为等. 也是时候好好的把自己的房间整理的舒舒服服的了. 也是时候花多一点的时间与家人相处，约一约朋友出来叙旧了. 是时候规划一下自己的时间了.
希望家人和朋友都能身体健康，心想事成，快快乐乐，幸幸福福. :D
