LOVE.
My Lovely colleagues.
JUMP SHOT!!
How I wish every single day is like that. Nothing to worry about. 想去哪里就去哪里. But, I know. This kind of life is going to end soon. I've to 珍惜every minute of that. & be prepared for my new life soon!! xD
真的好想好想好想出国旅游哦!! :D
♥ Hope I can see you tomorrow, how I wish I can see you every day.
今天就还蛮开心的，是因为一个customer. 她大概十多岁，身旁有两个眼睛失明的父母. 就昨天啊，她要拍我们的Chromakey photo. 但是，就这么的不巧，system 刚好down. 就只好叫她多几个小时后再回来，but 几个小时后，她回来了but the system was still down unfortunately. 看得出她真的好失望哦. However, around 15minutes later, the system has been fixed. I tried to look for her but 还是找不到. ): But, 今天她又回来了，看到她时我好开心哦. 没想到她还会再回来!! 真开心，终于能帮她拍到了照片. 那照片是她和她两个失明的爸爸妈妈，他们也拍得很开心，真的是一个很好的纪念. 我不知道为什么，但看到他们终于能拍到了照片，我也很开心. 其实，幸福开心也可以那么简单，只是往往我们都喜欢把东西看得太重，太复杂化. (:
Oh ya, heard that tonight's moon will be the largest out of the past ( don't know how many ) years. It's really true & there are so many shining stars in the night sky. Make me really excited. Heheh. xD I'll be smiling in my dreams tonight. Goody Goody Nighty. :D
Everyone has secrets. Beneath your heart, there lies the secret you would not want others to know. However, at the same time, you do have the temptation to tell the others. But, once you've said it out, it is no longer considered as a secret.
I choose not to think about it too much. I choose not to tell the others.
This is to stop myself from being more miserable.
Even you choose to tell the others, would they stop & choose to listen to you?
To them, you're nothing.
I REALLY want to go Changi Airport to see airplanes!! xD Miss there!!
If I could really use a wish right now, what would it be??
Turn back the time. That's all for now.
Alrights, pray hard for tomorrow. Time to sleep, GOODNIGHTS. (;
I've made the wrong choice today. You don't give a damn sh!t, yet I've been worried much. You didn't give me the slightest hint, luckily I'm prepared for it. I feel like a stupid idiot. There would be no second time. This will be the first & last time that I'm even looking down of myself. Hate that sucky feeling seriously.
I admit that I've made tiny weeny changes due to you. Not any more. Frankly speaking, I'm not mad at you, & not jealous of course. I'm just angry of myself for thinking too much. From now on, I would not give a damn of you anymore. You've already became someone that I don't know once again. THE END.
PS: Something to be glad about today, I've finally conquered BSG (the two roller coasters- Human & Cylon in USS). So Shiok. & I need not lie to the customers anymore. Hahaha. No regrets. (:
Everything has been back to square one. As usual, I've so much to tell, that I don't know where to start from. I'm so frustrated about almost every single thing, in areas of studies, work, family, friends & many many more.
How I wish I could go overseas for a vacation right now, even for just a few days. You can say that I'm trying to run away from reality or just taking a short break in between. I JUST WANT TO GO OVERSEAS. WITH NO WORRIES AT ALL. FINDING BACK THE ONE WHO CAN SMILE TRUELY FROM THE BOTTOM OF HER HEART. That needs time. I know. I'm just waiting.
Fortunately, she still has a bunch of WONDERFUL friends who stay by her side & gave her the support and concern that she needed a lot. As for her family, she is still not very sure. She knows her family loves her a a lot. But, the love that they're giving her is in a different way. A way that is not direct, a way that needs time to think through & a way that she is still trying very hard to accept.
As you know, she will continue to stay strong but I don't know how long can she lasts.
PS: Zhiting, thanks for the letter!! :D I've receive it le. So 开心&感动 arh. xD & do you mind sending me your address as well? I want to return you mail too. Heheh. Miss you.
