The more I know, the more it hurts. I feel stupid. I should stop everything NOW.
Is everything destined? I still remember that day I've a small tiff with Wenlin and in the end we did not have lunch together at one. I ate with Len instead at three. That should be the first time I saw you. At that time, I don't bother. I should not have told Christella about you and everything would not have started. In the end, is her that you know.
Right now, I don't bother to care anymore. I just want to be normal, everything back to normal. I don't want to be a fool, playing around your own jokes. Alright, stop that! Be mature and everything will be fine. This game should not continue anymore. GAME OVER!
It feels totally awful when she keeps telling you everything between him & her. What you can do is just smile and listen. What else can you say? Worst still, you've to deny every single fact that actually you like him too.
I can't sleep, many things just crammed in my mind and refused to come out. Seriously, I should stop all this nonsense. The harder I wished, the more it'll not come true. Feel so wanna to go for a long vacation now!! & I think it's time to visit my secret place again. (:
Do you know it takes a lot of courage to look into your eyes & your smile simply makes my day.♥
Life would be better if I get to know you, but are you the one?
Right now, I don't think so. I believe it's just a crush.
I admit that my heart would race super fast when I see you, but that's normal right?
It's a trap that I don't wish to be fallen into again.
A trap that I tried so hard to climb out of & get wounded all over.
Not that stupid to do it again, but what if it's a hidden trap that I don't realise.♥
Yupes, FISH went to Changi Airport with GUIN today. (: I still love the feeling at the viewing mall in T1 alot alot. How I wish I could go there almost every other day. Hehe. Time to sleep! Wake up to a better tomorrow, I hope. SMILE! ;D
The day before yesterday, I saw you. I can't believe my very own eyes. My heart started to race fast. The train came. The songs that remind me of you played. Everything flashed through my mind. I prayed. I prayed to be able to catch just one more sight of you. To my surprise, I still miss you. You're the very first one that I tried so hard to forget yet can't. Because you're my kind of perfect.♥
我宁可信其有.
其实，我讨厌被人拨开自己的心，被他们看到了那隐藏在心底的秘密，那我从没提起过的事实. 自己就好像没了保护墙，不知往哪里躲才好? 矛盾的是我也想看透别人的心，想知道他们在想些什么，有着什么烦恼. 呵呵，我也太自私了吧? 但我宁可不要知道别人的心事，也不要人家完全地了解我的想法.
我相信，我相信他说的话，因为每一件事他都说得很对，每一件事都说中了我的心里话. 但我不想它发生，我更害怕它会发生，但我能改变命运吗?
