Many things to be said. As said in my previous post, you've already been hidden so well at the deepest side of my heart. But, WHY? You dug it out and left me there alone once again to bury it. You know, it does take me a long period of time to do that. I'm afraid that's the last time I'm going to see you. So close yet so far. Cuz you're leaving and I'm going to leave soon as well. I'm not sure if I'm coming back, I don't want you to be reason of even if I'm going to. I still remember my friend once asked me, 'What's Eyecandy?', 'How do you know he's just an Eyecandy?'. I don't know how to answer him. But, today I know the answer, I finally understand the difference between Eyecandy and someone you like. (: Anyway, it just left me one more month to continue with all these. After that, I'm going to start my new chapter of life, leaving all these behind. I'm able to do that, I'd be able to. Mushroom head.♥
I'm terribly upset right now because most of my colleagues that I'm close with are leaving, one of them is my batch-mate who left yesterday. Haiyo, why must your left before me? ); But, I've to tell myself once again, there're many people who would come into your life and left. That has been my weakness always, can't bear to leave somewhere when I've strong feelings towards the people and places there. One more month, I'm going to leave here, no more extension, I told myself.
One last thing, I SO WANNA GO FOR A HOLIDAY before my school starts!! Plan is to go Bintan for two to three days. But, Mummy only allows me to go if I'm going with a group of friends and not just three girls. Or another option is to go with tour agency but I still can't find one now. God, please bless me. Let me go for a GETAWAY to somewhere please. Make this possible. (;
hehe, everything I wanna said is all out now, feel more relaxed.(: I still can't sleep, don't know why. But, anyway doing PM shift later on so can wake up a little bit late uh. And looking forward towards my next few off days, all are planned. Shopping!♥ Dyeing my hair!♥ And meeting up with Zhiting!!♥ Long time since I last saw her, miss her badly. Oh ya, I've been putting on some weight lately due to the main culprit: MACDONALD'S cuz recently have been working till quite late, hence only left with Mac's to settle my dinner cum supper. hehe. Feeling damn guilty. Bleh.
Alright, I think it's time to turn in even though I can't seem to fall asleep or else tomorrow would be yawning all day long. Hahhs. Goodnights♥, would update soon once I'm free again. (;
