An ordinary girl who is EIGHTEEN. Once believes in fairytale until she knows it'll not come true. LOVES airplanes & stars in the night. LOVES to daydream. Does have her fears that she could not conquer.

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I don't want to let people see the weakest side of me, to let them know how stupid I'm. But, I really can't just keep it to myself, I really have to say it out, to you my dear diary. I really hate myself when I land myself in this kind of shit, when I'm the only one bothering about this. I really have to say I Miss You Masri Chia, every single moment, you know? I cried for a person I don't even talk to before and every time, realising how I've missed the chance again to meet you. We don't have the affinity to even meet. STUPID SZEYEE! Causing yourself so much harm to someone who don't even give a damn about you, not to say to miss you. I'm really sorry, I really want to forget him, but I can't bring myself to do that. Firstly, is your appearance that has attracted me, but after that, realising the past between you and your ex-girlfriend, you really moved me. I have never met a guy like you before, I really thought this kind of guy has already been extinct. Every time I read your blog again, my tears would well up my eyes, you're really a perfect guy. Maybe it's not fate that don't want us to meet, maybe is you who don't want to even see me. Okay, over here maybe I can't promise myself not to miss you, but I'll promise myself to forget you. I still like you, no matter what, till the day you're totally off my mind.