Phew, getting back to USS to work tomorrow, just for one day. A bit of anxiety, don't know what's the reason. I guess it's just because hasn't been there for eleven days le barh. I hope there doesn't change much. And has been the eighth days since school started. And still, a lot of tutorials are piling up. >.<
Everything is back to the same routine, go school and go home right after school, nothing much. Pray that everything would get better barh!xD Anyway, going to my favourite place this coming thursday! (: That's the only thing that I would be looking forward this week. hehe. Alright, that's about it. What can you expect from my this boring school life? Maybe should join a CCA soon? hehe, to brighten up my life a bit. (: Okay, time to turn in and be more energetic for tomorrow's work! :D
YAY!! :D Meeting up with my colleagues tomorrow for dinner. So Happy! (: It has been almost a week since I last saw them le, miss them much. And tomorrow would be catching 'Final Destination 5' with Christella, super duper excited! (: and I just missed those days when I'm working. I could go anywhere I want during my off days, I do not have to worry about schoolwork and I'm leading a carefree life every day.
Yes, I told myself I've to move on no matter what. I've to adapt to my new school life as fast as possible. But it's just the first week of school, and I've to worry about my presentation and stressed about schoolwork. Seriously, I've to buck up le, no more procrastination. I've to organise my schedule well and get my tutorials done as soon as possible. Starting from tomorrow onwards, CHEER ME ON! (:
BIG SMILE! (: I'm looking forward to tomorrow~ I'm looking forward towards that~
But still have to say, a lot of things are piling up for me to be done. Hence Szeyee, PLEASE GET THEM DONE ASAP!
18.08.11
Last day of work in Fujifilm USS. )); It's like when you come to the last day, you'll start to cherish everything for the one last time. The last time of everything. And it'll actually make you wonder if things hasn't been the way it should be, how it'll turn out be instead. I went back to see the post that I wrote on my first day of work, it makes me realised how the eight months have passed so fast, rewinding back all the memories, with joy and laughter, with anger and misery. But one thing for sure, I've never regretted working here. (: It's just one day, and I missed my colleagues already, I missed working there and everything. And I really have to find something to do when I'm free if not I'll just ROT at home, so I really hope my application of working at RWS could be approved soon. Please God, take me through this.
Anyway, had a little farewell gathering for those who're leaving @ HOOTERS. Have fun, took a lot of photos that would surely bring back a lot of memories when I looked back next time. I hope I could spare some time out to upload all the photos (ALOT!) sooon. I really hope I could meet up with my Darkroom peeps soon, MISS THEM~ ♥
PS: Goodbyes make you think of what you had, what you lost, and what you took for granted.
21.08.11
Alright, what I've been trying to be running from, still arrived. THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! )); Oh gosh, almost nine months hasn't been working on schoolwork, I hope everything would turn out fine and I could adapt to my school life soon. And I really hope it'll be a good, new beginning for me, an awesome three years Uni life. (: God Bless. Okay, I should be sleeping soon, going to wake up super early tomorrow and have two 3-hours lectures. )):
GOODNIGHT PEEPS! ♥ Believe that tomorrow would be a better day! (:
Worst day of my job ever! Damn angry! :@ If I made a mistake and get scolded, I'm okay with it. But, I made no mistake and get scolded by a customer, saying that I'm not flexible with the rules. She's really testing my patience, this is the first time that I'm showing my temper to a customer. WTH. What a bad day! ):
Oh God please, I'm just left with five days of my work, make it a pleasant and memorable one alright! And I'm rather short-tempered today, I guess I know the reason why. Everyone is weird today, having our mood swings, bothering about our own problems. ):
You're working today, I know. C told me that. She's coming back with W to see you, to take photo with you for the last time, I guess. I suggested that to her. So, I can't blame anyone right? She came back to show me that photo. I smiled. I envied her for that moment for having that photo with you. But, just for that moment. Because I believed that I've to let go of it slowly, if not I'm just making myself miserable then.
Oh ya, I made a wish at 11:11 today. I wished to see you again for the one last time. It came true. It really came true. Yeah that's gonna be the last time I'm going to see you. I promised myself that this post that I'm typing right now would be the very last one that I'm writing about you. I hope I won't break the promise. (:
I hope C would get over it soon after knowing the truth, the truth that is so painful for her to know, that I'm trying to hide away from her. I thought I could hide it, but in the end she still found it out. I'm sorry for not telling you earlier, causing you to have those hopes. I totally understand that kind of feeling you're going through right now. I'm sorry! D:
Alright, five more days to count down. I hope every tomorrow would be a better day! (: and everything about you would end as well, together with this post. (:
Being happy for the past few days. I'm glad for myself too when I realised that. This is like you don't expect anything when you wake up in the morning, you don't think too much when you're going to work and you don't hope for something for the day. Realising that you don't live for anyone else but just you yourself, in life there're many other things that are worth living for. I think that's the reason that keeps me smiling for the past few days. (:
And today, really have to thank Zhiting for accompanying me all the way to Tampines and back to Clementi. A long trip though, thanks alot Zhiting! And we've a great chat on the bus, on the train. Time always passes fast when I'm with her. Phew, and everything is finally settled for my school! I can have a good sleep tonight le!xD hehe.
And now, I'm counting down. 10 more days. Ten more days of squeezing in the MRT to Harbourfront. Ten more days of taking the staff bus to USS. Ten more days in staying in Darkroom with all my lovely colleagues, wearing that blue uniform. Ten more days of meeting up with Wenlin & Christella for lunch at Take5. Ten more days of looking forward to closing time @ 7.30pm. Ten more days of deciding what to eat @ Vivo City for dinner. TEN MORE DAYS! Time really flies, eight months have gone. I still remember my first day of work, excited about my workplace, trying out my new uniform, meeting new people. All these would be kept well in my mind, named 'Sweet Memories'.♥
And upcoming next would be the first day of school in SIM. Well, I should start looking forward to that, be prepared for my next new chapter of my life. (:
