Worst day of my job ever! Damn angry! :@ If I made a mistake and get scolded, I'm okay with it. But, I made no mistake and get scolded by a customer, saying that I'm not flexible with the rules. She's really testing my patience, this is the first time that I'm showing my temper to a customer. WTH. What a bad day! ):
Oh God please, I'm just left with five days of my work, make it a pleasant and memorable one alright! And I'm rather short-tempered today, I guess I know the reason why. Everyone is weird today, having our mood swings, bothering about our own problems. ):
You're working today, I know. C told me that. She's coming back with W to see you, to take photo with you for the last time, I guess. I suggested that to her. So, I can't blame anyone right? She came back to show me that photo. I smiled. I envied her for that moment for having that photo with you. But, just for that moment. Because I believed that I've to let go of it slowly, if not I'm just making myself miserable then.
Oh ya, I made a wish at 11:11 today. I wished to see you again for the one last time. It came true. It really came true. Yeah that's gonna be the last time I'm going to see you. I promised myself that this post that I'm typing right now would be the very last one that I'm writing about you. I hope I won't break the promise. (:
I hope C would get over it soon after knowing the truth, the truth that is so painful for her to know, that I'm trying to hide away from her. I thought I could hide it, but in the end she still found it out. I'm sorry for not telling you earlier, causing you to have those hopes. I totally understand that kind of feeling you're going through right now. I'm sorry! D:
Alright, five more days to count down. I hope every tomorrow would be a better day! (: and everything about you would end as well, together with this post. (:
