okay, i feel bad now. i don't know why. i also don't know how to describe that feeling. is it me that put you to the edge? or does it seem like a sacrifice just like you've said? but frankly speaking, i don't have any of that kind of thoughts in my mind. i just believe that everything shouldn't have ended that way. and everything would turn out well. i'm not trying to get you hurt, seriously. i also hope you can get what you hoped for, i don't mind. but anyway thanks for asking, no matter is it for you or us. and i'm really sorry if that happens. well, i hope not.
Lovely things that add on to my Sweetie September!
(: Met up with Guin on Wednesday, dined in at Donut Factory and have a small chat. AWESOME. It has been a long time since I had donuts. Yummy Yummy.♥
(: Meeting up with the Three Musketeers to get our mission done tomorrow. haha, and not forgetting to catch a HORROR movie to set my heart thumping hard, having a SCREAM fest.
(: Again, would be going to my fav place with Zhiting on next Monday! Awaiting~ hehe, let all the planes take my worries away.
You see......it has been the second week of Sept, see how time flies. & please give me a break, let me have a GETAWAY from here. Anywhere is fine, just need a place to let me forget everything and start all over again. PLEASE.
haha, HOW TRUE!
一个人的时候并不寂寞, 相反的围绕在朋友中的你却感到无比的寂寞. 你是否曾经历过?
一个人的时候, 就好像我每天搭巴士上学或回家, 虽然通常都只是一个人，但我一点都不感觉寂寞.
我承认有时候会胡思乱想, 但也不是每一次. 在巴士上, 有时候看看杂志, 听听歌, 也是满享受的. 或者有时候累的话, 就看看窗外的风景, 看着他们上下车. 我真的好喜欢那种感觉. (:
可是, 有时候虽然是跟许多朋友在一起, 但心里却是寂寞的. 就好像没有什么共同的话题好聊, 微微一笑也只是掩饰自己, 我根本不是在做自己, 很别扭, 好讨厌. ):
所以啊, 有的时候我不介意或选择自己一个人, 一个人更轻松, 更能做回自己. 但我承认自己身边不能没有朋友, 朋友也是我生命中很重要的一部分. 我也很庆幸自己身边有一些知心的朋友, 一起聊心事, 逛逛街, 看看电影. 我都很享受跟他们相处的时刻. 所以老天爷, 愿我跟这些好朋友们的友谊能长久哦! :D
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梦境
那天我做了一个梦, 是我从没做过的梦. 那梦很真实, 也很甜.
我差点相信了, 睁开眼睛, 发现那终究只是一个梦, 一个根本不会成真的梦.
有人说梦是反映现实中的一些事情, 也有人说梦是现实中的相反.
有人说: ‘日有所思, 夜有所梦’, 也有人说梦里的人想见到你.
据我观察, 我的梦都是相反的, 所以梦到了开心的事情也不一定是好事.
但至少那时在梦里的我是快乐的......
Lying to myself for so long, until the truth hits back.
Though the truth hurts, but lies are worse.
Till then, I told myself it's really time to let go.
heh, you should know how much I love them! & one more lecture to go for tomorrow. I've already prepared my Nescafe coffee, in order to keep me awake in the morning lecture. hah, today went to King Albert's Park Mac after lecture. Whoa, there is really big, two-storey and I guess is a good place to study! (:
Alright, time to study! I mean later larh... hahah. 加油!
HELLO my dear September! ♥ hehe, so many awesome events are coming up in this month. BIG SMILE! (: Yeah, I like those feelings that many many events are planned and awaiting for me! Sooo Sept, please please be good to me! Let everything runs on smoothly and let everything be NICE!
Although today has two 3-hour lectures, I'm fully awake during POA lecture! haha, with the help of my Nescafe coffee.♥ And that's the only lecture I understand till this moment & I love the lecturer! He's so so so funny, enjoy his lesson a lot! (: And after all my lectures, meet up with Wenlin for dinner at Bukit Timah Plaza! ♥
Oh ya, I finally got my new contact lens and coloured ones! ♥ oh ya oh ya, Christella and I went to my fav place yesterday, Changi Airport! ♥ How many times I've to say that I LOVE there so much! hehe. But really, everytime after I went there, I'ld feel recharged and everything feels great! Alright let me see...
♥ 8 Sept: Getting the cheque of my last month's pay and go Shopping with Chris! ( H&M, wait for me alright! )
♥15 Sept: Maybe going back to USS if we could get the FUN PASS!
♥21 Sept: Mummy's Birthday!
♥25 Sept: Meeting up with my dear clique for picnic @ Marina Baarage & Birthday Celebration; and meeting up with PERFECT 10! ( yes, both clash but I guess I'ld still attend both de )
SUPER SEPTEMBER! haha. Anyway, this saturday and sunday still have classes but I'll survive it. Next monday has the first PBF test, wish me luck. Sept, let's be sweet alright! ♥
