Whoa you see, our one-week break is over! Time passes really fast yeah, and the only motivation to go school now is to look forward to our next two-weeks break at the end of December! Haha, what's more! Daddy has just confirmed with me that the hotel in Genting has been booked! HOORAY! That means that I'm going to go Genting with my friends on the 21Dec! :D YIPPEE! Well, I don't get to go with my family on the 26Nov as I still have school on the following Monday. SOooo I'll look forward to my 3D2N Genting trip with my lovelies! ♥ A short getaway from here, with all the schoolwork and everything! (:
Well, it has been two weeks since I last blogged, let me recall and rewind a bit......
23 Oct: A day out @ USS and HALLOWEEN NIGHT! I tell you, this is the first time I went for a Halloween Party, and the longest scream I ever had. Haha, at the entrance I already started to tremble a bit as the sound effects is damn loud and eerie. And once I entered, I started to get so paranoid of the surroundings as there are Halloween characters like those horrifying clowns and terrible zombies who would chase after you. I was really frightened by everything, that I was standing beside my friend, grabbing her arm so tightly and she suddenly talked a bit louder because of the noisy surroundings, I also jumped for fright and screamed. Hahah, so embarrassing! >.< Aiyoo, really very scary marh, I don't even dare to open my eyes and I just screamed all the way! But, a bit regretted that we didn't enter the Haunted House. Alright, we took some photos which the characters are still not so scary haha, the rest heheh you should know arh, 看到他们跑都来不及了.
But overall, it's fun though! Next time I still want to go but have to go with a large group of friends to 壮胆arh. Hahah.
27-29 Oct: Back to USS again to work this time round, and oh gosh due to the Halloween Night Event, all of us have to work until 1am. Tired much but it's still worthwhile, haha to earn some extra cash. This time went back to work, felt that it's no longer the same when I used to work over there. I don't know why, maybe it's because most of my ex-colleagues no longer work there already. )); And I thought this time round, I'm just going back to work and nothing more. But, the moment I saw you, the feeling hits right back at me and it somehow strucks me hard. I don't know how should I react but I hidden it well. Because ever since we knew that we're going back to work, C has asked that what she has to do when she sees you again. And sighh... don't know how to say larh. Just continue what you want to do and please don't tell me again. And I hope you've carried on with your life well, happy with S together alright! Haha.
And for me, I would just concentrate with my schoolwork and find a part-time job soon. My dear holidays faster come larh, 我快喘不过气了!
I really hate the feeling when you're sad for no apparent reason. You just feel like crying and screaming all out. I hope it'll get better haha. And I so wanna to go SHOPPING! ♥ You know, Retail Therapy! Haha, I want to get new tops! (: But... now no work no money, soon I'ld declare bankruptcy. ): Anyway, haha going for a movie watchout 'Dreamhouse' tomorrow! Yeah it has been ages since me and Zhiting have watched a horror movie together and hehe, we've planned to have Swensen's too. ♥ -ly! I guess both of us have already save up to 20bucks, yeah Zhiting? Hahah. So don't worry SY! You'ld have a great week, not forgetting the Halloween Night! (: Alright... so ENJOY! :D
Just now, went for a run again! This time round only ran for 3.5km and run like super slow. ): haish, don't care larh, as long as I get to exercise will do hahah. And you know what happened next? Really heartache leh... I dropped my precious phone on the ground! Not those smooth ground you know, is those really hard and rough ground made of cement! And the metal part a bit dent in and scrapped off. Argh, my baobei! Argh, damn sad you know! Sob sob... T.T
Haha, but I still feel glad and thankful after hearing a news told by my bro. I mean I feel that I'm a lucky girl. hehe, shall tell you tomorrow! Right now, my comfy bed is calling out for me! So... GOODNIGHT! ♥
Whoa, STOP tempting me with all these. All the cupcakes, chocolates and ice-cream. I love them, but I can't have them anymore. Because I seriously have to lose weight! Oh gosh, you know what, my ex-colleague has said that my face gets so chubby with my puffy cheeks and worse still, Daddy said that I've gained weight too, saying my double chin coming out le. Really can't stand that! So...... I need to LOSE WEIGHT! Just now, went for a run at night with brother. Haha, ran for around 3.8km round the park and already like out of breath le. Old le, Old le! Seriously arh, have to exercise more and eat less. Hence, I hope I can do it like go for running at least twice a week and say no no to fast food, fried food. You see, all my pimples popping out already, my face like not a human's face anymore. Urgh! Really tak boleh tahan! Whoa, faster faster lose weight Szeyee, before Chinese New Year, or else you can't fit into those niceee niceee clothes le. Sob sob......
And Szeyee envies those girls who are so slim, with flat tummy, skinny thighs. )):
HURRAY! Gonna meet them again later @ TIMBRE! Haha, first time going there though. This time round is the Farewell Dinner for Huifen, you see almost all the colleagues I know are leaving le. I wonder if we would still be able to meet as a whole next time as everybody has gone their own ways le. Well, I hope so. Because I'm happy every time I meet up with them. And let's hope we would have fun too later on. SMILEY! (:
And for today, we've the PBF Test 2. Thank God, it did not test on delegated monitoring theory and the future of financial intermediaries. Okay, I wouldn't take this for granted and I promised I would study for that as well next time round. Well, not every single time would be that lucky. And please, let me pass at least for this test, so as to prompt me to study hard as well for the next coming test(s). If not I'll just die man, this shows that I don't understand them at all. Alright, quite a few tests coming up as well. Like Statistics, followed by POA and PBF again. Gosh-es!
Okay, put them all aside first & let's have a Good Good Night!xD Byebye!♥
My dearest diary,
haha, just realised this is my 100th post since January 2010.
dedicated to you my lovely diary.♥
08.10.11
Haha, SO EPIC just now!xD Wenlin came to my house to help me do french manicure, haha. Thanks loads my dear! (: Then so many EPIC things happen, the white colour nail polish dropped on the floor, and you can expect what happen next. On the floor and on both of our legs. & it's NAIL POLISH! GOSH-es. It's so hard to remove and worse still our newly polished nails are not dried yet. Disastrous! Luckily, we got it all cleaned up but still, there are traces of evidence. Hahha. Both of us are so stunned and me started laughing so hard and can't stop. But, Wenlin is so worried that she damaged my floor. Hahhaa.
Then next, she showed me her photos taken yesterday with her friends and boyfriend. A polariod photo with her two friends, then got one (standing in the middle) looked like our Secondary school friend Sara. Then I said, "Hey, this girl looks like Sara leh.". She replied, "Yaa, that's Sara arh, *give me the 'you also know her arh' the look and in the meanwhile she pointed to the one standing at the right.* I said, "Huh, Sara Sim? (referring to our Sec classmate)". Then, she stunned again, for a few seconds I think. (Later I asked her again, she stunned that moment because she's thinking Sara Sim the 'Sim' is it referring to 'SIM'(Singapore Management of University)? whereby I referred is the surname kind.) And so, it's another EPIC situation, the Sara I mean is the not the one she's thinking about. Cos' in the picture, the one standing at the right is really called Sara. Not the one standing in the middle which I said that she looked like our classmate, Sara. okay, the end of our EPIC moments of the day. Don't understand, never mind because I know I'm a super poor story-teller and joke-teller. But to me, it's really funny that I can't stop laughing. One-word: EPIC. Hahaa.
And tomorrow, okay I mean today, it has already passed twelve midnight I forgot. I'm not going to slack at home, I'm going to Changi to study with Chris! (: okay, first time talked about study so happy. Heheh, but Changi Airport T2 is really a good place to study arh, such a conducive environment to me. So quiet and peaceful and not many people even during the peak hours. Furthermore, there also not very cold and food is allowed, not like in the library have to eat something or drink coffee secretly haha. Alright, seriously have to study for my that PBF Test 2, failed my that Test 1 terribly. );
And now, it's raining! hahah, appropriate timing and right atmosphere to listen to BEAST 'On Rainy Days'. And can see from all the fb status, seems like the entire land, Singapore is raining heavily arh, even in Malaysia. Just received a call from Mummy from there, there also raining heavily. So, what it means? It means it's time to turn in as it's such a good weather to sleep in. (minus all the thunders and winds blowing against the glass windows) And hope I'ld have a good night, and one-week holiday faster faster come. (: Lalala~
ohya, one more thing, my poor camera is spoilt too~ Damn SAD, hope can get it fixed! T.T
前几天都做了噩梦, 只知道自己在梦里很害怕, 很想脱离梦境, 但梦醒后却忘了那是怎么样的一个梦. 所以这两天都比较迟睡, 也不敢关灯睡. 但是, 也不知道是什么时候的事了, 我却做了一个好梦, 梦里所发生的事依然清楚地出现在我脑海里.
那梦里, 有海有草地, 也有我们全家人, 应该是到那里旅游吧. 我们都玩得很开心, 我还有玩跳伞, 看到了一大片的草原. 很美很美. 过了不久, 天就暗了下来, 到了晚上, 我跟弟弟到海边看星星, 吹海风. 我还记得那里的星星很漂亮, 整个天空都布满了一闪一闪的星星, 突然有橙黄色的灯光闪过那片海洋 (也不知为什么是橙黄色的?) 再看多一次, 原来是流星, 我还赶快叫我弟弟看, 然后就闭上眼睛许了一个愿, 我也来不及多想自己该许什么愿望, 因为深怕再多想就会失去这个机会. 我很清楚地记得自己许了什么愿望, 而且是多么的自然. 梦醒了, 回到了现实. 想起了那个梦, 想起了许过得愿, 那愿望我也曾经在现实中许过, 但现在没有了因为我知道属于我的, 不喜欢也只能接受, 而不属于我的, 再喜欢也只能学会放手. 可是没想到在那梦里, 我还是只许了那个不可能实现的愿望, 那么的自然, 那么的轻易. 可是那梦依然不属于我, 它属于另一个更幸运的女孩.
Goodbye, September! Thanks a lot for being so good! Appreciated much for all the sweet memories! Although there are still things that made my smile upside down, that made me frown, but it's alright, that's parts and parcels of life. Life can never be so smooth, without obstacles that strengthen me, make me a stronger person. Overall, I still enjoyed my lovely Sept and has a FUN & GREAT one! And now, let's hope October would be the same as well alright!
PS: Goodbye, long fringe too! hehe, just have my hair trimmed, although not much difference but it sorts of given me a fresh start. (:
Dear Octobby,
HELLO! *shake hands*
Let's have a good start and look forward to my one-week break okay! I know you would be good to me, be like an octopus with eight tentacles, juggling my life in order to keep it in good shape. Let's see......
♥ 5 Oct: Daddy's Birthday!
♥ 10 Oct: Night out with colleagues to Timbre. ( Maybe/Maybe not? )
♥ 13 Oct: Horror Movie Day with Zhiting! Long-awaiting~ Long time since we'd watched horror movie together. (:
♥ 23 Oct: Day out to USS & HALLOWEEN PARTY IN USS! Oh god, I wonder if I dare to go?
♥ 24 Oct: Brother's Birthday!
♥ 27-29 Oct: Part-time back in USS, earning some extra bucks$$!
♥♥♥ 24-30 Oct: 1-week BREAK! :D
You can see that it has been a few weeks since I blogged, do you miss me my dearest diary? Because my com went for rebel against me one day, and now it's still not fixed yet. Actually I've a lot of things to blog about but I don't want to be seem as a long-winded old lady here and a bit lazy to write out all my thoughts for the last few weeks. Anyway, no one would bother to care, except you my lovely diary who tolerates all my nonsense, all my complains and everything. Haha.
PS: Goodbye, Old me! I'm simply tired of staying in the past, holding on something that I shouldn't have been. Be back to yourself, learn to love yourself! Search back the smile you used to have, no matter how hard it is.
