Everybody lies, yeah I do admit that I do lie as well. But I'm sorry that I can't be a good liar as you do, who can 睁眼说瞎话. Fine, I'm not angry. And I'm not going to be.
我不会生气是因为你又不是我的谁，我干吗要去在乎你做过的事，说过的话呢?
可是我真的有那么傻吗? 为什么你跟我说的话，跟我所听到的完完全全不一样.
我真的不会生气，只是我不会再相信你了，不再相信你的花言巧语. 不再会了，不再那么傻了.
Oh yaa, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL! ♥
Hahaa although it may just seem as a normal day for me, but still it's a lovely day eh!
#PS: 思漪，你真的不会生气吗?
好，我不说谎，我确实有点生气，气被欺骗，气自己曾相信过你.
其实真相早以摆在眼前，只是自己不愿去相信，
即使每个人都看清了，只有那天真的我被骗得团团转.
我不会再那么笨，那么傻，那么天真了!
我最讨厌的就是不信任我的人，欺骗我的人.
你刚好就符合了这两点.
Ah-ha! SOoo looking back from the last post, it's just me thinking too much indeed. I came to realise that it may not have to be the two extremes, well we can still be friends afterall. Friends that could talk and joke around with. (: That's the way I wanted it to be, isn't it? Hahha, I've been "controlling" my thinking ever since, keep sending reminders to myself to maintain that positive mindset and smile more. Anyway, the choice lies within yourself to be the reason of happiness or not. 我希望我能持续这开朗的心态，来笑一下! (:
Sidetrack a bit, I've this CUTE colleague who told me something today, she says:
GOOD GUYS HAVE THE BAD GIRLS. GOOD GIRLS HAVE THE BAD GUYS.
SHUAI-GES GOT THE UGLY GIRLS. PRETTY GIRLS GOT THE UGLY GUYS.
And she came out with this theory just because she's JEALOUS! Ahahaha!
Well, to what extent is this true? #foreveralone. She always said. She arh, make me laugh real hard today.
Side-side track a little more, PRELIMS's coming in another 3weeks! Oh Gosh! I've to concentrate, CONCENTRATE! Alright, I'm wide awake now just because I drank a can of coffee like 5hours ago, because of the PBF Night Class! I can't get to close my eyes and sleep, how? T.T Oh by the way, Imma saving money now too! Haha, a bit 影响(positive one) by Zhiting to save up! But horh, for me is I'm saving up for something larh, it's gonna be a long list so not going to pen it down first. Heheh.
#Ps: SOoo people, don't overthink eh, okay larh actually is just me who tends to think a lot. Note to self actually, bleh. (:
I don't know should I continue with this; I might seem to be a little too selfish.
