This letter is dedicated to my dearest friend, Zhiting.
Dear Zhiting
Zhiting, haha actually I wanted to write a letter back to you. But thinking that the earliest I could pass it to you is on next friday. Well, I think that this is the fastest way to get back to you. (:
Zhiting, thanks for writing that '情书' to me! Just now, in the bus I already 迫不及待地 opened that lovely letter. And again I smiled to myself in the bus, hope the lady who is sitting beside me won't think that I'm crazy, thought that I'm a patient who just got discharged from IMH eh. It makes feel so touched, and knowing that there are really true friends out there like you who are supporting me. Hehe, thanks for being there for me, sparing that little extra time to write me a letter, stopping by just to ask if I'm alright. So Sweeet! ♥ Anyway, it does make me feel much much more better, okay I promise I'll hang in there! (:
Yupes, Zhiting you're right! I think I should cut down on my working days and concentrate on my studies, which is a much more important thing to me right now. I think I should really straighten out my thoughts as soon as possible, and not be a shag girl like what I am right now.
And today, I really enjoyed my time with you even though it's just that short little while, and still have to make you eat Ya Kun Toast with me when it's only me craving for that haha. Yeah, the time with you can really help me 暂时 forget all my troubles at work and SORRY! Sorry for listening to all my rantings and complains of my work. ):
But the time with you, I know that I can just be myself, that's why I can laugh until very LOUDLY and I can complain to you about everything that I'm troubled with. And yes, lucky today we go catch that 'Timeless Love', it sort of lifts up my mood as well cos' the movie is quite funny though. Still remember I told you the I-weekly review, haha when the person go watch that movie, he almost faints when they found the sort of 漂流瓶, it's actually a thermo flask! Why they so funny ahahaha! :D
Oh ya thanks again, for sharing your good things with me, I read the book 'Definitions' on the bus on my home and once I reached home, I think I'm going to finish reading it soon! Haha, it's like it comes at the right time too cos' inside got quite many inspiring quotes right? Hehe, I hope I could be motivated and back to that happy me! (:
Last but not least, we've to fight the BIGBIG MONSTER together yeah? JIAYOUS! (: and I know I should not continue to 说谢谢了, it makes me feel like so formal haha. We're not right, we 're so close already. But you know arh, I truly 感激 you from the bottom of my heart, for lifting me up when I'm down. Hehe. Alright, I guess the next time I'm seeing you is on next friday already! And it's Maths lesson, so long already since we went for a Maths lecture haha. SEEYOU THEN! :D
#P.S: I hope you'll come to my blog and read this letter, specially dedicated to you oh! Haha.
#P.P.S: Btw can you kindly reduce your consultation charges? Or even better, 看在我们的交情上，不跟我收钱呢? Heheh.
With much love ♥
Sze Yee
I really want to go for a long vacation, far far away from here.
With my dearest who love me and truly care for me.
So that I can be my true self; a real me.
This world is so complicated, hard to seek for simplicity.
Or should I say, simplicity is not to be sought.
You got it once you truly understand the meaning of it.
Well, that means I haven't gotten it right.
There are still things that I can't let go;
things that I pursued.
You'll find it hard to search back the happiness,
that once existed in your childhood memories.
That child you always wanted to be back again.
The purity and innocence is actually what we're seeking for,
but sad to say, it's no longer there.
It has already died out gradually with the merciless time.
The one you're close with;
the one you thought you understand well.
May not be the one who tells you everything.
It's not your fault to become a person like this,
this is what the world has transformed us into.
One who knows how to protect themselves, behind those masks.
However, I can't deny the fact;
the fact that there are still people who are sincere and genuine.
All I can say is, treasure them.
How I wish, I could be the brave one to take down that mask.
The one who doesn't think that much, worry that much.
The one who can give her heart out and not get hurt.
发现还是喜欢听你喜欢听的歌，或许不一定是你喜欢的
有可能是让你想起以前的，但我却想听出你的心声
难道我还没忘吗?
