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you're my beautiful memories, miss-yoursmile ♥.

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Monday, May 7, 2012 - 12:08 AM

心魔.

就知道自己不应该回去，回去了又怎样，只有让自己的心情更郁闷.

自己老是这样，爱折磨自己，看不开，放不开.

是不是早已习惯不去争取，还是早已累了.

不是的，我只是不想让自己去变成一个自己讨厌的人.

多虚假，多虚伪，害怕自己到时候都认不清自己，开始瞧不起自己.

对，我不可以这个样子，我一定要保持现在的自己，一定要控制自己.

不能让那躲在最深，最暗处的心魔战胜自己. 不可以! 绝对不行!

我真的只想做回自己，根本不想带着那又难看，又重的面具，

然后到了无人的地方，才把它脱下，才来一个人自己崩溃.

我真的很不愿意，可是我可以吗？

自己的性格自己最清楚，不喜欢被人忽视，不想事情没按照自己的意愿走.

那样的自己很自私，根本不会替别人着想，所以只能带上那面具，

隐藏自己的不悦，不想也影响到身边朋友的情绪.

是不是也是另一种的虚假，对不起，真的很对不起，我真的也不想这样的.

我讨厌虚伪，假情假意的人，我绝对不能让自己也变成这样.

我会改，把那坏脾气，那不好的态度，那份固执，都改掉.

我要学会看得开，放得下，不去想，也不去管那些无关紧要的东西.

只有这样我才能拿下那面具，做回真正的自己，开朗活泼的自己.