- No matter how many times he has hurt you, he is still the only reason to your smile. -
Tell me why, why we have to be stubborn, to hold on to something that we know we shouldn't be.
That's the feeling that we can't explain, and sometimes then we realise that it's not the person who has hurt us again and again. It's our stubbornness.
Well, I should get that question off my mind. Haha, it's my off-day finally! Such a bossy boss eh, only let me off once a week, still don't let me complain, finding every other reason to get me to work. Sighhh, I always lose in the argument of ours. -.- And gosh, having sore throat and cough now, so 辛苦! Haha, must act 可怜.
Oh well, tmr must get into some real exercise. I've became so lazy, once get seated on the sofa or lied on the bed, then nua-ed there already. Don't feel like moving, every movement seems like a chore to me. Ahaha, exaggerated! No no I should really exercise more, can't get anymore fatter! Almost everyday has been eating after 10pm, at this rate sure will gain weight! Nonono ARGHHH!
And one last thing, I'm planning to go to my fav place soon so I can't wait to! ♥
Finally, I kind of understand that feeling.
就是那从内心发出的冷淡，不再特地的去在乎，不再特地的去关心，不再特地的去挽回一切。
一切好像都无所谓了，你的感受我不想再知道，一些误会我也不想再解释。都不重要了。
原来是这样，原来被伤了很深是这样，你不会再生气，不会再伤心，而是让时间来淡化这一切。
TIRED. Sick and tired of every single thing, just wanting to be happy.
Well, the only moment that I'm truly happy is when I'm with my friends, I want to be with them.
But I'm like the one who is suggesting everything, I'm not sure if they really wanted to.
I feel like I'm bothering them with my own pathetic problems. Am I thinking too much AGAIN?
I want to be out of here, to be in a place that I have never been before.
I don't want to stick to this routine, it's destroying me, it makes me feel like a living zombie.
I feel like I've lost myself somewhere, can't seem to find it back. Terrible.
Looking back the posts that I've written, months ago, years ago.
I seemed to be more and more gloomy and negative, all I do to this blog is all rantings and complains.
No more things that I'm looking forward to anymore. No more drive and motivation to do anything anymore.
Gosh, since when I've became like that and why do I become someone I don't used to know anymore?
And now, I'm not even determined to change for better, and allow my life to be wasted just like that.
And again, I start to grumble. SIGHHH. Happiness seems to be so impossible.
Sometimes, when people think of you at those random times, don't be too happy.
Don't be too glad that you're on their mind, it might not be that case.
They might just need your help or they're just too lonely.
Probably you're the last person that they could think of to approach to.
That's why, appreciate those who sometimes would just ask you "How're you doing right now?" and nothing much more. At least, they're truly concern about you and hope you're doing fine as well. And not just when they need a favour out of you.
